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Let’s talk about vulnerability and why it’s so ______,

Fill in the blank: Scary, freeing, terrifying, refreshing? Anytime I get down and dirty and bear my soul or am honest with my weaknesses and struggles it kinda blows people away. Ironically, what we read on the inter-webs is that if we just tried a little harder, were just a little more disciplined, got up a bit earlier or had a better system our life, and by extension our very souls, would be super awesome and complete. Yep, happiness is just a pin away, along with perfect abs and a completely organized home. Why, oh, why do we believe this lie so easily?

One word: Shame.

According to the brilliant Brene Brown (btw, if you haven’t read her books go do so right now), shame is the intensely painful feeling or experience of believing we are flawed and therefore unworthy of love and belonging. Its universal. I’m not ____ enough. And so we look for ways to fill the holes and wear the masks. Shame makes us want to hide our mistakes, weaknesses, sin, and any holes in our image of who we think we should be.

But the truth is that the antidote to Shame is being vulnerable. Being authentic. Having the courage to say, “This is who I am, and I am flawed, and I am still worthy of love.”

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Vulnerability is freeing.

I’ve been thinking about Brene’s message for a couple years now, and how what she has to say fits in with what I believe about Jesus. Here is the conclusion I’ve come to: Understanding our true identity in Christ and the depths of His love for us frees us to be our authentic selves. We CAN believe that we are worthy of love and belonging right now, as-is, because Jesus demonstrated His passionate love for us by going to the Cross.

This is what He says about our worthiness:

He says we are worth it.

He calls us friends.

He says we are made righteous.

He calls us Light in the Lord. 

He calls us His treasure.

He calls us precious and honored.

He says we will be a crown of beauty in the hand of God.

If we say Jesus is good, that he heals and redeems and yet we hide our deepest hurts and our darkest secrets as if they were too much for him to bear, how can we hold out hope to a world in need?

Imagine being tightly bound and corseted.

Your frame restricted from expansive laughter and deep breath in order to keep up appearances. But, when that corset comes off, Ah! Feels like new life. Friends, there is no hope in only offering a facade to one another. If we try to see into each other’s souls and all we see is a reflection of the very thing that binds us, we are blinded to the beauty of the whole human experience and the redemption God offers. If God’s people can’t be honest about our need, our mess, our chaos, what do we offer to a hurting world who is looking for salvation everywhere but to Him? If we say Jesus is good, that he heals and redeems and yet we hide our deepest hurts and our darkest secrets as if they were too much for him to bear, how can we hold out hope to a world in need?

Friends, this isn’t easy.

This isn’t a call to bare your soul willy-nilly. It’s a holy thing, being open and raw and real. And it gives others hope that they can do the same, that they are not alone.

And of course there is wisdom in knowing when and where and with whom to share. There are people in life who I have a really hard time sharing myself with because it feels like they will just shame me more. Maybe they won’t actually listen to my heart and see me. Maybe I just fear that my true self won’t be safe with them; that they will go and tell others what I’ve shared with them. So this isn’t a call to bare your soul willy-nilly. It’s a holy thing, being open and raw and real. And it gives others hope that they can do the same, that they are not alone. I’m a big believer in leading out of my weaknesses, being a wounded heart used by God to show redemption and grace.

So come, take off your corset, and fly with me.

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Jessica Uhler is a family and wedding documentary photographer in the Seattle/ Tacoma area. Her goal is to show you the beauty of your real life and everyday moments in a way that leads you to gratitude. Her background as a poet and writer helps her see beauty in the mundane and capture her subjects in an artful way. She is one of the founding members of Sham of The Perfect- an international Collective of photographers capturing families in an honest way. She wants to tell beautiful stories, but more than that she believes in living a beautiful story with her husband, four kids, dog, bunny and chickens in their 100 year-old home. She puts hot sauce on everything. In her free-time you might find here in her garden, running, doing yoga, or baking something delicious. Her big goal for the year is to become a morning person.

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  • THANK YOU FOR THIS ARTICLE. AS AN ENTREPRENEUR AND MY LINE OF WORK, i BELIEVE THAT I AM CALLED TO INSPIRE OTHERS BY BEING TRANSPARENT WITH MY STRUGGLES, TRIUMPHS, AND FAILURES. JUST YESTERDAY, I SHARED SOME PERSONAL INFORMATION CONCERNING MY HEALTH on my social media page and the response was really overwhelming. It was well received and several people sympathized and related to my condition. It took a lot of courage but I believe by sharing your story and by putting shame aside (with discernment) it can truly instill hope in others.

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      Hi Astride!

      Sorry for the delayed response! Thanks for reading and I’m so glad you were able to be open and vulnerable with your group! I think it helps when we see someone who we look up to for guidance and support say “He guys, I’m not perfect, I struggle too”…it just lets us all feel a bit more connected right? Thank you again for reading and taking your own courageous step in this direction!

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